cease not my heart

Those moments I look into your eye
I see my glory come by.
I feel afraid to communicate my heart
For I fear the mass of your act
I thought I got you at my back
But little did I know I was left in the dark
I can't rue the days of our meek
Of course, they were dusk and pink

Hope you feel my slit emotion
My mood is in an incessant commotion
I beg for time,nearness and warmth
In this lonely and meaningless earth
Grappled by the apostle Creed
Feeling insecure and lost of what to feed.

I hope you are in a corner reading this
I beg, let out no shaft make no diss.
Seeing ya always with those ill smiles
I regrettably wonder how time flies.
For days I haven't held you in ma arms
I feel I have inflicted thee with awful harms.
Please call I wanna tell you I am sorry
I acted much like a hog, now I know it ain't funny.